
There has never lived a Stark who forgot an oath.
True loyalty is proven, not proclaimed.
Background:Born to Rickon Stark and Princess Rhaenys Targaryen, Kaz had drawn his first breath on Driftmark but grew up at Winterfell at the request of his father. Rhaenys, without any fuss obliged as she felt that it would have been best as she couldn't be seen with a bastard child at her skirts. Even though her Lord husband had his own affairs that he kept hidden for some time. Rickon ensured that their son would be well protected within the walls of Winterfell than Kings Landing or even Driftmark. Rickon, as prickly as he may be wanted to keep Rhaenys' reputation in tact so that it would not be besmirched.Kaz was well taken care of in the North, he received a formal education with the maester, trained with their master-at-arms alongside his half-brother Cregan and the other bastard child from another woman, his half-sister Sara.He surprisingly got on well with Cregan and Sara and he wasn't treated too poorly even though he was a Waters/Snow. However those few who had surrounded his Lord father, suggested that he be sent to the wall as a small mercy, citing that his presence would tarnish the Stark name and noble reputation. But Rickon wasn't having it, whenever word had reached his ears that someone treated Kaz unfairly or spoke ill of/to him his father would deal with the one(s) who dared to speak such slander. Even Cregan had often stood up for him. However everyone was well in their rights to look down upon him as he knew what he was: a bastard, nothing more. He believed he was of no consequence and only had the life he had due to the honorable nature of his father.After thinking about it for a while, Kaz didn't wish to be a burden on his family any longer and made a formal request to leave of the North. His father had reluctantly granted the request and Kaz decided that he was going to take Sara with him. She often talked about how she wished to see places other than the dreary North. However there were a couple of conditions that came with his leave request: to keep in touch, no matter where he ended up and if anything happened to either of them they were to come back home. Both had agreed to it.As Kaz was trying to figure out where to actually go, Sara suggested Kings Landing as she heard that they had ample opportunities there and can be nobody's. King's Landing for unknown reasons, seemed to be appealing and was calling to him. He already held some knowledge about the city because he traveled there along with his father when he swore obeisance to Princess Rhaenyra some years ago.☆☆☆Kaz remembers that they didn't depart straight away after offering their fealty to the Princess. Instead they stayed for ten days after, mainly because it was quite taxing to travel from the far reaches of the North to the South and vice versa.During his stay, he took time to explore the Red Keep whilst his father was busy holding an audience with King Viserys. Kaz always wondered what business that needed to be tended to. From his knowledge, the North kept to themselves and hardly relied on outsiders help, let alone the crown. These were matters beyond his curiosity however.While he had leave to roam, there were times that he saw Princess Rhaenyra and immediately thought that she was quite striking. Targaryen's are known for their ethereal beauty and honestly, she was the embodiment of that.While he managed to find random secret passages on his exploration, he ended up finding a room where Balerion's skull was displayed, eyes had immediately widened in surprise when he went to examine the altar area for the great beast. As he approached, his mouth dropped to an open position from being absolutely awe struck at the size of the skull. Kaz imagined what it must've been like for Aegon the Conqueror to have tamed such a large and formidable beast. Oh how great it would have been to say you claimed the largest dragon to ever live. Then his imagination ran wild that he was riding into battle on him and he couldn't help but smile. He had to remind himself that it was silly to daydream of such.The altar for Balerion was probably his favorite area he 'discovered' within the keep. But once he left the area, he found another doorway that he'd slipped through and found himself in the city. The Red Keep had her many secrets it seems and he was hesitant at first to press further but his curiosity got the better of him.He did not venture too far into the city, at least he didn't think he did but was drawn to certain places such as Visenya's Hill which was near the Street of Silk. Street of Silk was where a majority of the brothels were located and he avoided them for the most part. He wanted no part in that. Rhaenys' Hill was near Flea Bottom, which housed the Dragon pit. Kaz had not dared to get close enough to the dragon pit from the hill; although the temptation and curiosity was always there. He kept his distance, enough to where he could hear the dragons that resided there sing an chortle. He would sit on a rock and listen to the dragons, as it was soothing to hear and he couldn't understand why. There were a few times where he felt so relaxed by listening to them that he caught himself dozing off.☆☆☆When Kaz left Winterfell and finally arrived in King's Landing he quickly found himself a decent apartment, bargaining with plenty of people until he was able to find one willing to accept him as a tenant. The coin he had saved over the years and with the funds his father and brother had sent him off with, he was able to find a nice place that he was able to share with his sister at least for a few months until she found work in one of the many taverns. Eventually she was able to save her own money so she could find herself her own apartment, which after ten months or so she moved out of his place and into to her own, not too far from where he lived.It wasn't until a few years later that he found out that Madame Sylvi had taken Sara into her employ by having her work at her brothel to pay off a debt that she apparently had owed the woman. This had never sat well with him but there was nothing he could do.Kaz's own home was around the Street of Flour, which consisted of a plethora of bakeries and shops that sold baked foods and goods and he really couldn't have picked a better spot honestly. It was that or down where the smiths worked, but he would not have liked hearing constant banging, nor the constant ringing of his ears form the said banging.While living in the city, he took the opportunity to learn more about her people and the different parts that he had chosen to avoid when he was last here. The Street of Silk he was familiar with as he would have to come through from time to time and the Street of Steel, where plenty of blacksmiths had their businesses worked and lived, he'd come here a few times to have things made or repaired. However, one place he had always avoided was Pisswater Bend, simply because that was the worst of the worst of Flea Bottom and the city in general in his opinion.Kaz found work as a humble delivery guy (think medieval Door Dash or FedEx) for a shop that he lives nearby. He makes his way through the city by foot and really only goes to the areas he often avoids when there's deliveries to be made. He quickly leaves after he does what he needs to do and collects payments.☆☆☆Years later, Cregan had written to Kaz to inform him of their father's passing. He felt immense guilt for not being there, but grateful for the life he gave to him.When Viserys passed, it affected Kaz as well, as he stood as a surrogate father to him and Viserys treated him as a son. Viserys even told him about Aegon's dream at some point during their relationship.Much much later, he and Rhaenys had a proper mother and son relationship. It affected him just as bad as when he found out Rickon died. He even had her and Meleys' body brought back to Dragonstone from Rooks Rest.He has a strong and healthy relationship with Baela and Rhaena, his biological nieces through Rhaenys.
Fate leads the willing, and drags along the reluctant.
Features:Once Kaz had left the infancy stage and grown older the dark brown of his hair was more dominant, he had a slight silver streak of hair on the back of his head, but eventually that had darkened and he "lost" it once he was six and ten. Or perhaps it was just buried under the tufts of his hair. Starks are known to have their own striking features and dark hair was one of them, as well as grey eyes or flecks of grey in their eyes. When he was a baby all the way up until he was around thirteen, his eyes had kept the pale grey coloration, but it changed to a blue color once maturity had hit. Although it's not noticeable by most, he has hints of lilac around the iris root of his eyes.Relationships:Kaz, by pure chance, runs into Princess Rhaenyra Targaryen in the city when he's on his way to the brothel his sister works and they immediately form an unlikely friendship that blossoms into something more.Claimant of Vermithor; Bloodline in question:After their relationship has taken shape, although mostly in secret, Rhaenyra takes Kaz to Dragonstone where she introduces him to the dragons in the Dragonmont, as well as her inherited seat. During that little tour, Vermithor senses them and begins to stir and follow the two until he decides to make himself visible. Of course Rhaenyra isn't bothered but when he begins sizing Kaz up, it initially scares the shit out of him as he's not used to being around the dragons, especially around one as large as this one.However an odd sense of calm takes over and he looks the dragon in his eye(s). Vermithor doesn't burn him and instead accepts Kaz; Rhaenyra then tells him that dragons speak when they accept a rider. Apparently Vermithor saw something in Kaz that reminds him of his previous rider, Jaehaerys.Kaz's then begins to sharply question everything he thought he knew about himself as his Targaryen lineage is now highlighted by Vermithor choosing him. He was well aware that in order to claim a dragon someone had to have Valyrian blood in them and as far as he knows he absolutely does not. Signs were always there with him, he just never paid any attention to it. One example was after an encounter with Rhaenyra and Syrax early on during their relationship, he’d felt a sudden calmness around her dragon. Syrax even let him get close enough without trying to burn him or snap at him.Legitimation:Kaz after returning to Kings Landing on Vermithor, was brought before King Viserys by Rhaenyra and was questioned sharply. Viserys deems him worthy to be recognized as a Targaryen at last is able to shed the Snow last name. His legitimization was a family spectacle, being held in the throne room, much to Alicent's dismay.Kaz's legitimacy was never recognized by Alicent or the Greens for that matter. In fact it was partially due to the fact that she held so much disdain and was utterly jealous towards Rhaenyra, and Kaz for that matter since he rejected her advances on him several times.He becomes one of Rhaenyra's loyal and firm dragonriders and champions for her birthright, much like Viserys did until he passed away.Kaz and Rhaenyra end up having seven children together; Jacaerys, Lucerys, Joffrey, Aegon, Viserys, Visenya and Valarr. Because Alicent is a bitter jealous bitch she, Criston Cole and Otto begin to plant the seeds of doubt around the castle and elsewhere about how Kaz isn't the father of Rhaenyra’s children and instead she laid with their sworn protector, Ser Harwin.
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Greed bows to me. It is my servant and my lever.

Grishaverse: Kaz Brekker.About:Kaz Brekker is a businessman, a gang member and leader of the Crows/Dregs, which consists of Inej, Jesper, Nina, Wylan and Matthias.
The man is stoic, ruthless, cold-hearted and shows very little compassion or empathy for the most part. However, he does genuinely care for his friends albeit having a great deal of difficultly actually showing it. He also has the line drawn at harming any children, thus proving he does have some empathy.
There's nothing more important to him than revenge and money which is why he's always willing to take on any job no matter the task or risks it may pose. The man is also quite cunning, sly, manipulative, conniving and making sure to always be the one in control of situations.Appearance:Kaz walks with a limp and carries a cane with a metal crow's head. He is always wearing black gloves and only has them removed when he's alone. Young (approx early to mid 20's), thin build, dark brown hair and blue eyes. Notable thing about him is the aforementioned limp from an injury that never healed properly.Skills:Despite the limp, he has some exceptional quickness about him.
Kaz has some moderate fighting skills and can plan under immense pressure.AU KAZ BREKKER:Kaz and his Crows helped save everyone's lives with Nikolai and his crew when The Darkling threatened to and to an extent did, expand the Fold to get to Alina and Mal as they were trying to find a way to destroy it. After everything had settled and The Darkling was confirmed to be no more than a mere nightmare after Alina was successful at tearing down The Fold with the help of Mal, Inej, Nina and Zoya, Kaz found himself seeking out his Wraith, who was praying to her saken Saints in the chapel.After giving her a moment of silent contemplation and quite frankly to get his own thoughts together, they shared some pretty stiff words. He decided to give Inej a little piece of information in regards to finding her brother and possibly the rest of her family; something that he was looking into for her over time. Kaz truly wanted to help Inej get some sort of closure she had been seeking for such a long time, especially since as he said that his brother was never coming back and therefore he would never get the closure he'd sought. But for her, maybe there was still a chance.After giving the info to her, Kaz was finally able to crack a little and allow himself to be a bit vulnerable, in his own way at least. He pleaded with her to stay with him, to come back to Ketterdam and be by his side. He even offered that they could possibly go look for her brother and parents together.The thoughts that he'd long tried to silence about her, the same one's he'd tried to stifle and buried down for so long when they wanted to arise finally coming out in his own way. This time he put them into words and actually said them; that he wanted her. Kaz gently grabbed her by her wrist and lightly caressed where her Menagerie tattoo once was with his gloved thumb, slowly moving his hand upwards. Inej of course put him on the spot by challenging him and wanting to know if he was ever going to be able to touch or kiss her without having his armor. In his case it was his clothes and gloves that he always used to avoid any accidental or intentional physical contact with anyone, including her. When he couldn't give her an answer, he pulled his hand away looking at her with an intense gaze. He was hurting inside when he couldn't give her the answer she wanted to hear. Taking that as her answer, Inej departed from his presence for the last time. Not looking back, while he stood there for a moment ashamed and hurt. But life goes on.Inej had gone off with Mal, Tolya and the others who now chose their own paths now that they didn't have to fight for their lives or to help tear The Fold down. They all discussed and agreed on the fact they all had a shared purpose, to go hunt slavers and in the process, hopefully find Inej’s family. And funding the expedition to save others was what she chose to use her share of money she got from the job Kaz had put them all through. Inej Ghafa now had a greater purpose, something other than Kaz Brekker, his biddings or even Ketterdam. She was free.Meanwhile Jesper, Nina and Kaz had all gone back to Ketterdam to continue on with their lives, a little bit richer nonetheless, although it did feel empty without Inej as Jesper and Nina pointed out. Her departure was something that they all felt deeply and not just Kaz.While back in Ketterdam, Kaz had tried to help Nina get her own happy ending with her Fjerdan, Matthias Helvar by trying to get him out of Hellgate with a pardon but Pekka, although incarcerated thanks to him, saw that it never happened. It was a bit of retribution towards Kaz for fucking up his life and putting him in the hell hole. Nina’s own dream was to travel with the love of her life and experience things while being free herself, was snatched right out from under her before she could even blink. Therefore the Heartrender continued her tenure with Kaz and what was left of the Crows. Jesper had his life with Wylan, while also still remaining at Kaz’s side, Wylan as well. They were probably the only ones who got their happy ending out of everyone. Jesper also started to embrace more and more of his Materialnik abilities, specifically Fabrikator and Durast instead of hiding it, that was more in thanks to Wylan no doubt and the induced dream about his mother.Life had carried on as it often did in the Barrel, and Kaz had to adjust his own life without his Wraith. Using his portion of the funds he received to fix up the Crow Club as a bit of a distraction. If his mind was kept busy he wouldn't have time to think about her. Besides he always wanted to make it better than what it was, especially after Pekka laid his hands on it while they were gone. He envisioned that the club had potential to be better than the competition around.Kaz also got more employees and worked in conjunction with the new owner of The Menagerie, someone Inej used to know well. Giving work to numerous girls who sought honest work, one that didn't involve skin trade. Since the renovations and reopening, things have been quite successful for him. He still had his remaining Crows, a successful restart to things and now he can start to forget Inej.Kaz and Nikolai had also kept in contact and remained on good terms with one another. Periodically the latter would call upon the Crows for help with jobs here and there which lined their pockets so who were they to say no? Especially to the future King of Ravka?Prior to Nikolai and Alina’s coronation ceremony, the soon to be new Ravkan King had sent word to Kaz that he was sending his sister, Rhaenyra to Ketterdam to be under Kerch protection (and Kaz's). Nikolai had felt that things would get much worse before things got better especially with the different nations starting to become restless, more so with the Fjerdan’s as he explained in his letter. Kaz ultimately agreed to house her and keep her safe as best as he could. He sent word back to offer her work at the Crow Club while she stayed with him, if she wanted to.However, when Rhaenyra didn't arrive when she was scheduled to, he and his Crows were about ready to go and search for her themselves but she miraculously came stumbling to them exhausted and frail.Kaz had Nina tend to Rhaenyra since she seemed to get along with her quite well and Nina's expertise would help her with certain things he couldn't. Jesper and Wylan would often be the errand runners for him for her needs until Rhaenyra got settled in more. He also didn't want too much attention to be put on her since she was royalty.Note:Inej is no longer in this timeline after they helped tear The Fold down as she went off to hunt slavers and find her family. So it's just Kaz, Nina, Wylan, Jesper and now Rhaenyra.I will add on later as things come up! So stay tuned.
Sometimes we go out searching for what we think we want and we end up with what we're supposed to have.

Relationships:Kaz recognized Rhaenyra from when Dreesen and Nikolai had him and Jesper brought in for questioning about Alina, but he didn't think anything more of her aside from the fact she intrigued him slightly. It wasn't until later that they had met up again when he and his Crows came to the rescue of Nikolai and his friends when The Darkling’s newly powered Grisha attacked. Rhaenyra had managed to save Kaz when one of The Darklings Nichevo'ya had tried to come after him, Wylan and Nikolai.Later when she came to him in Ketterdam, they had started to grow close. After a few months of being around her, Kaz had begun to develop feelings for Rhaenyra but he wasn't sure if she would reciprocate them given their huge background differences so he kept it to himself.(More will be added when I think of them.)
Headcanons + Personal Headcanons

Canon:
Kaz has an overwhelming repulsion (Haphephobia) to skin-on-skin contact due to the fact that when he was much younger he was dumped into the Reaper's Barge with the deceased during the Queen's Lady Plague (Firepox).
This is also the reasoning behind his glove and heavy coat wearing all the time. The dark wardrobe is also made as a mockery statement. The only time he takes them (gloves) off is if he's alone in his personal quarters.Personal Headcanons:(More will be added when I think of them.)
House of the Dragon Headcanons

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